Search of Soul ...

My life is better or others ? Who will decide ? When others see me smiling they wish if they could have my life, " Thank you God for letting some wishes to be unfulfilled " . W ho knows if the ir wish is fulfilled then they would end up crying and being sad and wish to have their life back .   The grass is always greener on the other side. If you don’t get somethings it simply means that its not meant for you , you get what you are supposed to get and what ever you can manage to deal with .  Whatever happens ,happens for good.  If some one is sad all the time means they can not deal with problems and sadness , and if some one is happy all the times means they too can not deal with problems and sadness.     A life has to be traveled through all emotions .F or me its the balance of emotions and it gives strength to live in odd situations. Here is one of my favorite songs ... Today My Life Begins I've been working hard

Sea waves were high she was telling those waves to wrap her tears ,sorrow n take away to the deep bottom of the sea so that it will not return back again in this life. Sitting on fine cool sand, feeling the smoothness of sand and how it slips as the time does. Smile on the face and sadness in eyes as setting sun in her heart past memories were tearing apart.  “it’s time to go honey ,if we won’t get bus have to walk a long in the dark “ Maria said with a sweet smile on her face as she always does hiding her all pain behind it.  “Ok , let’s go next time have to come here bit early to see the play of the sun and the sea “. Maria smiled and said “sure I know what you are searching and you are not afraid to walk in the dark you have already crossed that path and now moving towards light”.  Well her encouraging moral support was appreciated but she was not aware of search.  “ The Search of soul “ Walked back to the time where everything was moving and ther